to the one and only man i loved w4m
i wanted to post this and let all you men out there know that this sight here is a tease. I go on every day just to see if maybe someone missed me that maybe someone i loved wanted to love me back, and read all these stories of broken hearts but no i don't think that this thing works there are way to many open stories that could be anyone wanting to here back or say something to anyone. but then again who knows every post sounds like it could be for me and almost every situation sounds like one i have been in. how are we ever going to really know? W hat i do know is there is a man out there that i loved and well still love and would love to let the whole world know that it doesn't matter how much i love him he will always be a man that cheated on me, lied to me,broke my heart and was a drunk that was mean to me. I still talk to him and see him every once in a while. He says he loves me and knows that we were meant to be and that when he gets his life together he wants to be with me again. Now i am not saying i was perfect in our relationship either cause i was not i had my flip out moments and screamed allot and yelled and oh how i hate the mornings but would have never set out to hurt him intentionally. It has been 6 months since we lived together and almost a year since we have been committed to each other and although we are not together and haven't lived near each other in a long while its the stop by visits and the s that have me holding on to a hope or a promise that i am unsure is really real.so i guess i just need to know some thing does it ever get easier to let go or do i trust him and believe that he does want me too and just be patent Do cheating men really get better and not cheat again? can we have a good relationship after all this and does he really need time to get his life together just so he can be with me? or just let him go? let all the years together and love and stories we built go? can i truly be loved the way i deserve to be? thank you for reading and listening to me vent. In return i will leave you with one photo of me. not for any other reason but so you know who wrote this and don't get confused and think it was someone else towards you.
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any good girls?
Aren't there any good girls in Redding? All the gals I meet round this town are into all the wrong things it seems.. I don't understand :/ I'm just looking for a girl who's down to lay on the couch watchin , or go swimming at the lake and going to the and what not. All the girls I meet would rather sit around gettin higher than kites and what not. Is there a girl out there that can change my perception of girls?